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Random Prose & Cons's avatar

I didn’t expect to relate to this as much as I did. It was beautifully written. maybe in the future I’ll discover my own hamartias

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lexsee's avatar

thank you

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Eldridge Brown's avatar

Two thumbs up beautiful

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Neil Bishop's avatar

Naming the quiet flaws, the stuff nobody claps for, takes guts. “Not enough” is one I see everywhere, but it is rarely called out. You do it here, no performance, no begging for applause: just putting it on the table. That’s what real self-awareness looks like.

What lands for me is the ache you name: living life trying to measure up to something you barely define, shaping every pause and decision. Most people never get honest with themselves about it. You have.

Thanks for writing this without wrapping it up in a bow. Sometimes, honesty is enough.

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Sri's avatar

i fw w/ this very much

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lexsee's avatar

thank you !!!!

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The🗽Rune von Jakobsen GLOHINT's avatar

Dear lord, my friend, you outrank a Grayhat Mage! Genius tier human intelligence. Welcome to the club.

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lexsee's avatar

have you identified your hamartia?

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The🗽Rune von Jakobsen GLOHINT's avatar

Yeah. I am a predator, an annihilator, and I have a delusional innocence. I also classify as genius.

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lexsee's avatar

i’m curious, how does this manifest in your daily life?

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The🗽Rune von Jakobsen GLOHINT's avatar

I am afraid to stand

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